You are my first, my favourite, and you mean a lot to me, don't think you're not.

Dearest Farees, do you know why I feel that way? Like you said, we are drifting after you came back from sailing. No, it’s not because of my some alone time. Must I always tell you what's the problem are so you know? And yes, I admit I am a problematic woman, bipolar, and just all the bad points you named it. And I'm so negative, ugly and erm bones. (haha ugly no luh, still cute) But you still stay even though I know you didn't mean what you said the third time. 

I will be a better girlfriend. I will learn to cook everyday for you especially your red chicken. I will accompany your mum go geylang. I will babysit Imran and Hana. I will bake with your sister. I will be a better masseur. I will not be clumsy and drop our future kids. I will sing better. I will eat el marino blanc diligently.. I will be a good and selfless girlfriend! >:)

I just hope you know we are in the same page in this, last time, right now and so it will in the future, that both of us won’t give up on each other no matter how hard things will get (because I see our future in you and so do you). And no matter what situation or argument hit us, we will be more open about our problems and feelings, stay and solve them together, overcome all this with stronger heart because (iwillalwaysloveyou)

Got myself a very handsome, caring, loves-me-lot, skinny like me and annoying boyfriend. What more can I ask for? *shrug shoulders*